i don´t want attention.

Hey everyone,

right now i am just writing what´s on my mind, so if you don´t wanna read it then don´t.!!

i don´t want attention with this blog, this blog is just to rant about my feelings, to let it all go.
people who are depressed don´t always look sad, sometimes they even look happy or they are trying to be happy. like they say " don´t judge a book by it´s cover."
my friends don´t know what´s wrong with me, they always see me smile because i am pretending to be happy. they don´t ask me how i feel, they just think i am okay and that sucks.
it sucks to feel like they don´t care, like they don´t understand me and i am afraid to get judged by them.
i am afraid they think that everything they do or say will make me mad or sad.

i hate how they look at you with pity if they know about your problems and anoher thing i hate is how they don´t understand you or what you go through.

everyone just cares about themselves now, they just care about their feelings and their problems. i am always there for my friends. i care about them but they don´t care about me.

and  i think i am going to post a Quote of the day. every post from now on will get a quote at the end.

"I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it.."